The Life I’ve Always Wanted
Last week I asked my pastor to mentor me, and he told me to just look in the mirror and do whatever that guy tells me. I wasn’t sure if he was serious (about half-serious), but I was certainly convicted by his point. I already know what I need to do, it’s just a matter of doing it. And that’s the hard part, isn’t it? It never seems to matter how much I want to exercise (or do a lot of things that I want or should do), I simply don’t do it. My lack of discipline and get-up-and-go is truly embarrassing. Would I want other people to have my will power? Is this how I would want my friends to live their lives?
Doing the things that I want and should do is really what is best for me. They are the things that I want my friends to do because they are what is best for them. So if I want the best for others, why do I refuse (like a sluggard) to do the best for myself? It truly is humiliating. I ought to listen to the man in the mirror.
So in that vein, here the simple things that I want and ought to do to live the life I’ve always wanted:[list]
- read the Bible every day as an act of worship
- engage in more thoughtful acts of worship and devotion
- pray on my way to and from work
- exercise every day
- pray with my wife at night
- eat healthy food
- stop drinking pop
- spend less than I make
- tithe every month
- save every month
- stay engaged at work
- work on my screenplay every day
- take photos once a week
- read a book a week
- spend better time with my family
- have intentionally spiritual conversations with friends
- lavish others with praise
I suppose the list could go on. But really, what is so hard about any of these? Why is it so difficult to do these things consistently? I want to do all of them, but I constantly find myself doing other things that have no lasting value.
What a wretched man I am. Were it not for the grace of Jesus, I would be utterly lost. Thank you Jesus, may I be found in you. Please give me the strength of will to do the things I want and ought to do.
ran across this last week – been stuck in my head since then – thought you might enjoy
Regards – LB
Convicting, I share your sentiment and struggle. The swishing sound of jean friction betwixt my thunder thighs is all the proof you need.
You’re writing a screenplay?
I needed to be reminded of a lot of things on your list (minus the screenplay).
Just spending a bit of time this evening reading some “vintage” Andy! =) Stan